I'm in a funk, a mood, a pit, a terrible spot really. I can't quite put my finger on why. I could definitely list a few things but why are they bothering me SO MUCH right this minute? It's not like these things are brand new this week. Engaged little bridezilla sister, crazy mother that's recently back in my life, bit of job stress, exhaustion, loneliness at times. None of it is really new but I guess I feel like they are all stacked up on top of each other at the moment rather than dealing with one or two at a time. When I feel woe, I annoy the hell out of myself. I feel weak and pathetic.
|The "after". So wish I'd take a "before".|
Now if only I can really get into that little thing called exercise . . . then maybe I could lose 1.5 pounds and get out of the funk!!
Oh . . . and ps. - thanks for all the messages of condolence for the loss of my auntie. Really appreciated.
PPS - UPDATE! -- While I'm sitting here in the pit contemplating going to the Barbell Blast class that I haven't been to in two months, a friend of mine messaged me to see if I'd go with her in the morning tomorrow (Saturday) so now I'm gathering my gym stuff and getting ready for bed! Here's hoping this is going to kickstart the exercise again :)