Originally this post wasn't going to be about this but it's all I can think about so it's getting typed. Do you ever play this oh-so-damaging game in your head? Oh you know, the game where you run into someone that you haven't seen in a while and the whole time they are talking, you are trying to remember the last time you saw them so that you can figure out if you currently weigh less or more than you did the last time or if you were happier or less happy the last time. This is quickly followed by a speedy evaluation of how you look right that moment. This happened to me today. But what is especially pathetic is that it happened on the phone. Yeah, you read right. I didn't even see him. My ex-boyfriend got in touch with me because his parents need a little help/guidance in an area in which I am employed and could be a valuable resource. I would do anything for his parents so this part is not a problem. Through the whole conversation, my thoughts bounced back & forth from "don't ask me for coffee" and "am I 30 or 40 pounds heavier than when I was with him?" I got off the phone quickly by telling him I'd call his mother. He has since sent me two text messages that don't actually require a response so I'm not going to keep it going. No way am I arranging to meet him when I look worse than when I was with him. I"m supposed to look better not worse! I'm supposed to be hot and he's supposed to be sorry! Ahahahaha!
I'm going to stop here since this post got so long! Oh, me and my neuroses.
If you have any favorite ways to prepare spaghetti squash, feel free to share! I have a big yam, too. :)
p.s. My followers/readers have increased by about 5 times over the last week so I just want to say thanks to everyone who is reading and commenting/encouraging! Love it!